Early morning dew, swinging in my swing by the big tree, only three, things are so simple, boy next door by my side, playing in the mud, and lovely sun. <---maybe a future poem?
I totally forgot I even had this site...opps! well if anyone still reads this thing i am sorry, and might continue it...notice might! anyway, today sucked, but slowly got better...now it's just mediocre. i'm working on a site at xanga.com, so when it's up i'll post again...okay i'm leaving now...
I bought the formal dress I've been eyeing for like 5 months now. It's pretty and purple...yeah! Maybe if your lucky I will post a picture of it. I've got two interview outfits I could wear, so I'm all set. My neighbor will probably be my sponsor. I'm gonna be Miss Rita's Cafe....yeah! AND it was only $15! How fabulous is that! okay...i'm done...
1) I got the job...I started today... YEAH!
2) The Academy called today...I got in...But I'm staying here...be happy!
3) Marching Band still sucks...but who cares? right?
Okay today totally sucked. 1) I'm on the rag...not fun...a girl in colorguard(who shall remain nameless) started today....don't I wish I were little again...grrr...anyway moving on... 2) I got smacked in my shin with a flag...it hurt! 3) I'm not a dancer for this year's show. 4) I wish I were going to the Academy...the only reason I'm staying here is for a) a car, b) stupid I know...but a guy...who likes this skinny blond girl...do I need to go on? and c) to dance in marching band again....see a pattern? none of these are happening, so I should have just stayed on the waiting list and gone...I just wanted a car soo bad...but my interview is gonna suck...way to be a pessimistic Ray! I probably spelled that wrong too...this whole week sucks. I'm going to go watch Edward Scissorhands....and eat ice cream...That always makes everything better....:) o and forget about romance and what not...I was watching one of those Feed the Children commercials, and I was moved to tears(perhaps a fault of hormones) and I realized how privelidged I am and I should embrace my opportunities...although it doesn't feel like that now...please come cheer me up!!!
What would a great movie be without great lines that you remember and repeat to your friends?
Mike Baker: She's got her period. Should be an interesting honeymoon, eh?
Jim Baker: Where do you kids learn all this stuff?
Mike Baker: School.
Jim Baker: Good, I'm getting my money's worth.
Ginny: I love Rudy, and he is totally enamored of me. I mean, other men have loved me, but not for six whole months in a row.
Grandma Helen: Oh Sam, let me take a look at you. Fred, she's gotten her boobies!
Grandpa Fred: I better get my magnifying glass! Ha Ha Ha.
Grandma Helen: Oh, and they are so PERKY![reaches to cup them]
cut to:
Samantha: I can't believe my grandmother actually felt me up!
Long Duk Dong: What's a happenin' hot stuff?
Brenda Baker: Can you remember to turn off the stove in twenty minutes?
Samantha: I can remember lots of things.
Geek: Do you know how many times a week I go without lunch because some bitch borrows my lunch money? Y'know, any halfway decent girl can rob me blind, because I'm too torqued up to say no.
Samantha: It's really human of you to listen to all my bullshit.
Geek: How's it going?
Samantha: How's what going?
Geek: You know - things, life, whatnot.
Samantha: Life is not whatnot, and it's none of your business.
Geek: You know, I'm getting input here that I'm reading as relatively hostile.
Samantha: Go to hell.
Geek: VERY hostile!
Geek: So, what's your story? I mean, you got a guy, or...?
Samantha: Yes, three big ones, and they lust wimp blood so quit bugging me or I'll sic them all over your weenie ass!
Samantha: This is Farmer Fred.
Geek: Ted.
Samantha: Oh, I'm sorry, Farmer Ted.
Geek: I'm not really a farmer. I'm a freshman.
Jim Baker: That's why they call them crushes. If they were easy, they'd call them something else.
Jim Baker: Why do you think you're a dork? I don't think you're a dork. I don't think Mom thinks you're a dork.
Samantha: Mike thinks I'm a dork.
Jim Baker: Mike is a dork.
Samantha: I can't believe I gave my panties to a geek!
Geek: Not many girls in contemporary American society today would give their underwear to help a geek like me.
Long Duk Dong: No more yankie my wankie. The Donger need food.
Randy: Geek, can I be honest with you?
Geek: Not if you're gonna insult me.
Randy: [laughs] Ok.
Geek: Shoot.
Randy: Get the hell outta here!
Geek: Just answer me one question.
Samantha: Yes, you're a total faggot.
Geek: Ha ha ha. That's not the question.
Samantha: Donger's here for five hours, and he's got somebody. I live here my whole life, and I'm like a disease.
Ted: Would you guys please hurry up, I'm breaking like 20 major laws right now.
The Geek: Where am I? Caroline: I'll tell you where you are if you tell me who you are. The Geek: I'm Farmer Ted. Caroline: You're in the parking lot across from my church. The Geek: You own a church?
Okay so VH1 has I love the 70's, 80's, and now 90's. So here is my own version of the 90's:
*A lot of old people died, or is that just me? 3 of my supposed 4 grandparents, people who adopted me as their grandchild, and generally old people I knew. OLD PEOPLE BEWARE OF THIS CHILD!!!
*The only place you could find Care Bears was Goodwill and flea markets. Now there is an overwhelming population of these little bears. Kinda creapy.
*Okay off the subject, but I realized that trying is crap. There is no point. Slacking off is the way to go. No one really cares. Everything is predetermined. Take dance team. The first two years I wanted in so bad I almost peed my pants! okay not seriously but you get the picture. And I don't make it...all that time and effort. This year I didn't give a crap and I make it. What's wrong with this picture? I only showed up for like 2 rehersals this year. Karma is one TWISTED SISTER! (kinda cool band too...they were from the 80's werent' they?)
*Okay speaking of peeing my pants, as you all should know, I have left my shoes at home twice now. I swear if I do it again, I will laugh so hard, I will pee. That is my promise to you! Sorry pants!
*Michael Jackson was big in the early 90's wasn't he?
*Elementary school sucked. Bad memories for the most part. Well maybe not. 5th grade was the worst. I was a crazy little kid. ADD probably if I weren't so gosh darn cute! The school wanted my brother on drugs and to see a shrink because of his bit of hyperactivity. We are supposed to be drug free, but they want us on drugs...go figure! Didn't some kid in high school sell ridalin (SP?!) from when the school started him on it in elementary? It just leads to bad things.
More to come later...
Today is my last Wednesday of Freedom! How sad is that? It's not even the middle of July yet and my summer is over...grr! I should not have done marching band. I should have skipped this year. There's a lot of things I should and shouldn't have done this year. I'm pretty disgruntled with myself for my lack of trusting myself. If I hadn't been so gosh darn set on pleasing people I wouldn't be so mad. Now I'm gonnna be mean and evil to everyone, which I hope is a change to most of you. Okay that's a lie, no more teenage drama blues. I'm sick of it. Anyway, last night I stayed up until 2 so I could watch Molly Ringwald in Sixteen Candles which is a fabulous movie. She's my new role model. Speaking of Role Model, I hope Simple Plan's new cd will be out soon. That would be a great end to my misery. I'm such a teenage drama queen. No more of this drama crap, although it might be good for a future acting career...well, peaches to all, and to all a good night
I made up my own survey because I am just that bored...
Full Name: Rachel Anna Sirinek
How you got it: My parents didn't know anyone named Rachel and Anna is my great grandmother's name
Nicknames: Ray, Ray-Ray, Rachi, Little El, Ratchel, Rachel Anna Banana
How you got them: Friends and Family
If you could change your name, what would it be?: Afanasy Ivanovich Vahrushin
Why? It makes me giggle like a little school girl...hehehehe
Birthday: February 23, 1988
Age (for those of us who can’t even count there chickens):16
School you attend: Concord
Favorite Number(s): ummm 9, 13, 22, 23, 27, 222...no those are not the winning lotto numbers...sorry!
Why?: Old basketball and Vollyball numbers and other random numbers I like
Pets?: If you don't know this already you obviously aren't close to me, as much as I gab about them...
Favorite Food: Ice Cream counts right? no? okay anything italian
Why?: I don't eat a lot so what I do is my favorite
Favorite Drink: Chai or Hot Chocolate with whipped cream...and of course rasberry tea and milk...
Why?: Cuz Chai is good...Life is good...
Favorite Hangout: Green Room or other local coffee places..
Why?: Coffee houses make me feel like a model in New York City...hehehe
Favorite Singer(s): Sarah Mclauglin, Charlotte Church, Josh Groban, Sarah Brightman, Nelly Furtado
Why?: It's all basically light music...it's nice once in a while...
Favorite Music Group(s): Simple Plan, Alkaline Trio, Dave Matthew's Band, Third Eye Blind, Lucky Boys Confusion, Billy Talent, Blink 182, Yellowcard, Kids in the Way, Beatles, Jet
Why? I dunno...they are great to drive to...I've heard of most of them before they got famous too...which is kewl
Favorite Movie(s): Pirates, Edward Scissorhands(dreamdate movie!lol from the school news paper for all of you who bother to read that lying crap!), Princess Bride, Robinhood: Men in Tights, Eurotrip(I like the song! you know how I love music...), Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Bourne Identity, Italian Job(Mark Wahlberg is hott...), Cidar House Rules, Memento (BEST MOVIE EVER!!! OMC! IT SCREWS WITH YOUR MIND!!!), Seven (Aren't they making a new one?) Psycho, The Birds (Alfred Hitchcock fan!), Sixteen Candles, Pretty in Pink, Breakfast Club (I've been watching Molly Ringwald again...) Audrey Hepburn movies, there is this one movie where this guy has mulitple personalies and one killed this guy and they are trying to find out which one... Ameille (or however you spell it...BEST FOREIGN FILM EVER!)did I miss any?
Why?: Ask me...
Favorite T.V. Show(s): The O.C., North Shore, Providence, Judging Amy, E.R., Tru Calling, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Teen Titans, Miss any?
Favorite Color: Light Green and Dark Purple
Why?: They look pretty together and remind me of Ireland for some reason...
Concert(s) you want to go to: Any of my favorite singer/groups or the Warped Tour
Why?: Cuz they rock my sexie hannukah socks
Extracurricular Activities?: 4-H, Dance, Marching Band, Colorguard
Classes you are taking?: Not in school...it's summer
Animal rights activist?: sure
Why?: I'm a fan of peta...
Favorite Book(s): Do you really wanna ask that question? too many to list...almost anything by Michael Crichton...more to add on this one...
What are you scared of?: Triangles
Why?: It's an irrational fear...there is no reason...so don't ask!
Favorite Oreo: Double Stuff
Why?: I like Oreos...
What do you dream about?: Random stuff...I'm sure you've been in at least one...they are very common...
Opinions on Accents (hot or not): soo totally hott...especially Irish and Scottish ones...
Are you in love?: maybe...
With whom?: Wouldn't you like to know...
Crushes?: Many...
Whom?: Again...wouldn't you like to know...
Ideal Date (Calendar wise): Fallish...
Ideal Date (person): It's a secret...
Ideal Date (where that person would take you): To the park with my puppy!
Getting Married?: Nope...future nun right here...
Dream Wedding: I'm not getting married remember? In St. Croix...on the beach! no shoes would be fabulous! I could live with ballet shoes though...if I had to...ask me sometime if your interested...
Kid(s)?: sure, but I would rather not "have" them...I believe in caring for the children in this world before bringing forth anymore...maybe one or 2 of my own...but I would treat the rest like my own also, so it's all good!
How many?: dunno...foster kids perhaps...
Names?:
Adelaide
Adelainna
Adriana
Aidan
Aiden
Amara
A'Marie
Aubrianna
Avani
Ayita
Beryl
Borka
Bree
Breena
Breindel
Burain
Buran
Caley
Cecile
Eavan
Emberlynn
Faylinn
Fiona
Gwen
Gwyn
Gwyndolyn
Hali
Juliet
Kaia
Kailani
Kamilah
Kella
Kiara
Kiele
Kiev
Kieve
Leighanna
Lysander
Mairi
Marisol
Marnie
Nadalia
Naida
Naiya
Najila
Natala
Natalya
Natesa
Naveen
Nerina
Neveah
Noreen
Oberon
Olivia
Oralee
O'Ryan
Rosalie
Tatiana
Tevy
Thalassa
Treva
Tzipporah
Ula
Vanessa
Viola
Zahra
First thing you notice on the opposite sex: Eyes(blue?), hair(dark?), height(tallish?)
Night or Day?: Both...
Chocolate or White milk?: Both agian...sorry!
Sunrise or Sunset?: Sunset...on a beach...
Silver or Gold?: Both together...like my St. Croix braclet
Cake or Pie?: Cake
Lust or Love?: I'd rather have someone lusting after me than me lusting after them...
Hugs or Kisses?: PDA? shame on you! both...
If you could have any job in the world what would it be?: Queen of Some Country...Married to some hott prince...yeah!
Scary, Happy, Romantic ect. Movie Genre?: All! Foreign films are fun too...
If you could meet one person, dead or alive, who would it be? My great great great grand cousin who was Dr. Livingston...as in "Dr. Livingston I presume" he was some missionary that was lost in Africa...There is this famous book about him...it's at the Salvaion Army Resale store thingy in Downtown Goshen...how kewl is that?
Dream Vacation: Cali, Hawaii...like on the O.C. and North Shore!
If you could have a superpower what would it be?: Flying, Mindreading
First thing you think about in the morning?dunno...why am I getting up
Best memory: Childhood ones, and getting lost in Amish Country with the Gals...
Rollercoasters; Scary or fun?: FUN! my cousins are afraid of heights...losers! lol...
Favorite Lord of the Rings Character: Arwen has fun clothes...
Favorite Harry Potter Character:Oliver Wood! OMC! Sean Biggerstaff is soooo hott!
Favorite Holiday: Hannukah, Christmas, Ramadan...it's tough work to celebrate all three! I try...
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: I will be 21...what do you think I will be doing? I would be interested to know...
Dr. Livingston, I presume
Moody Blues
Dr. Livingston, I presume,
Stepping out of the jungle gloom,Into the midday sun.
What did you find there,
Did you stand a while and stare,
Did you meet anyone?
I've seen butterflies galore,
I've seen people big and small,
I've still not found what I'm looking for.
We're all looking for someone.
Captain Scott, you were so bold,
Now you're looking rather cold,
Out there in the snow.I've seen polar bears and seals,
I've seen giant antarctic eels,
I've still not found what I'm looking for.
Columbus, where are you bound,
So you think the world is round,
Sail off in the blue.
There are Indians by the score,
In many places that I saw,
I've still not found what I'm looking for.
We're all looking for someone.
Things I remember from my childhood:
*Peanut butter (smooth) and jelly (grape) sandwiches everyday until I was like in 6th grade...lol
*Loving reading after reading ella enchanted in 6th grade.
*A lot happened in 6th grade didin't it? lol
*Wanting a dog more than anything
*Getting chased around by my cat...she was mean...
*Playing with Phil, my next door neighbor, everyday
*Looking at clouds that resemble fish on a stormy day one spring
*Slipping on the wet cement and falling on my back mulitple times...I just never learned
*Playing with worms (Digger!) and using bandaides to put them back together...we never did have any bandaides in the house...now we know why..
*Andrew (another childhood friend) being bitten by a mole
*Getting all muddy when everyone else was spotless...
*My mother taking us to Ox Bow Park all the time...
*My mother babysitting me, the neighbors and 2 other kids
*Jamming my fingers in our door leading to the garage and Steve (Andrew and Leslie's now deseased father) staying to help me...
And of course...
*Swinging on my blue swing watching my shadow and feeling like flying...
